| Recently i was called a mystery. Now usually when i'm called somethin i just shrug it off. But for some reason it really affected me. Mostly because this is not the first time someone has said somethin like this. On numerous occasions i've been either called "mystery", "hard to figure out", or just plain "cold". Now I took some time to try to figure out why people would say that. I guess its caus of the way i deal wit shit. I've ALWAYS kept things inside and not really let people know my true feelings. thats just the way i've always been i guess. everytime i try to get serious, people know me as the "funny guy", so they dont take me serious. When people get "close", i've either made an ass of myself, push them away, stay silent, or just change the subject. So MAYBE i am mystery. Startin right now ima just let people know how i feel, caus holdin all this sit inside is startin to kill me. I usually.........well...never do this, but i just feel that its time for a change...........Thanks for readin
PEACE
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| i cant even touch on what has happened the last couple of days. lets just say there are eyes all over. females man, i swear. all i wanted to do was do my work and graduate. damn! |
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| dial-up is a thing of the past.. thank god i got cable now. but ima overload my freagin hard drive wit all these songs, so i better slow down. they'll more later.....too busy downloadin
shalom bitches |
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| Been playin this song on my guitar. man im talented.
La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la
la la
Never thought that we would ever be more than friends
Now I'm all confused cause for you I have deeper feelings
We both thought it was cool to cross the line
And I was convinced it would be alright
Now things are strange, nothings the same
And really I just want my friend back
And my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone (oh
can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on (holding on)
Said my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone
(can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on (yeah)
I'd hate walk away from you as if this never existed
Cause when we kissed the moment after I looked at you different
Lately I gotta watch what I say
Cause you take things personally nowadays
You used to laugh now you get mad
Damn I just want my friend back
And my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone (oh
can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on (holding on)
Said my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone
(can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on
oh oh oh oh oh yeah
What happened to the one I used to know (oh yeah yeah)
The one I used to laugh and joke with
The one I used to tell all my secrets
We used to chill and be down for whatever whenever together yeah
And my mind's gone half crazy (oh) cause I can't leave you alone
(I'm going half crazy baby)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me (oh) holding on (over you)
Said my mind's gone half crazy (yeah) cause I can't leave you
alone (and I just don't know)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on (said I just don't
know what to do now)
we used to chill (yeah) we used to hang
we used to do we used to do some many things together (yeah)
yeah yeah yeah yeah
oh oh
yeah
oh oh oh
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